mental – Hibiscus

So firstly, I’ve been meaning to set up my WordPress for a long time. And then I started to and was then hit with a few rough months and everything was put on hold. So here it is, here I am and I hope we can continue without too many obstacles.

My journey with streaming so far has been on and off. Without going in to it too much as I have many opportunities with this blog and this website to delve deeper in to subjects as and when I feel I am comfortable doing so and we don’t want to get too heavy straight away. But basically I suffer with a generalised anxiety disorder and chronic depression, I am also I am in recovery from bulimia and a trauma that I went through a couple of years ago.

During the time I started properly streaming I’ve made some incredible friends, friends for life. I’ve heard a lot of people say that ‘friends online aren’t real friends’ but those people clearly haven’t been as lucky as I have. The friends I’ve made are more real and more special to me than a lot of the friends I’ve had in real life. I’ve also used it to try and help others by taking part in charity streams, each time I say ‘I’ll never do another 24 hour stream’ and then shortly after start considering doing another.

I want to use WordPress as an addition to Twitch, to get things off my chest when I’m not streaming and to unload in the blog and also talk about things I enjoy like books, movies, games etc. There will also be a Youtube channel for gameplay videos, reaction videos, ASMR, videos with my son and all the things that doesn’t belong on my Twitch.

Sorry that this post seems a little disjointed, I have so much that I wanted to say and it’s all fighting to get out in one go and getting jumbled so I’m going to leave this for now and write more specific posts in time.

I’m excited to be getting stuck in. Peace.